New Start to the year, blogging and ideas. OK so once again i feel like im starting from afresh, semms just as i get to a place i want to be i look up and my goals are further away. All i can say is im not happy the fact i have to give up so much of my time for work, i wish i could just work for 10 hours a week and that would be enough, 5 days a week , 8 hours a day and all the adtional time thinking about and preparing for work, it seems like the whole thing is just about the work. Too much time is work related, and its work that i neither care about or really want to do , it makes me money. That is it, i do it because it makes money. and not a huge amount either, i do it because it is regular and if i work x ammount of time i will recive y amount of money. Its stable and repetitive and it makes money and will continue to make me money everytime i go and do it. But at the same time i loose a little bit of myself each time i go, every time i clock in i sit down and the life drains ou...