Going caveman in my life , detox my house.

I've been watching some videos to day one which I will put below about just turning off the distractions, I play computer games , watch movies and look on endless webpages, in a loop constantly searching around. Looking for some advice, keeping my self amused. I find a movie that will take my fancies, watch it to distract mysself. I will watch some porn or look at adult sites, and silently feel a regret for doing so. I will sit and browse through Facebook and look at others profiles or endlessly, skim through YouTube and Blogs and forums , obsessing over the little details of food health exerise and opinion.
Traveling to work in the same old routine and waking up alone looking in the same mirror at the reflection every morning.

I'm not depressed, I just find it difficult to break the cycle of patterns I have fallen in to. Much like the others who I work with and associate , seems life makes it easy to get in to a groove. The people who do well always do well and the people who struggle always struggle, then there is my type the guys in the middle, I can have flashes of sucsess but on Tue whole most things just drift allong, not in a situation where times are hard but neither in a situation where life is amazing , just the void in the middle.

So I like my job but feel like I could do better.
I like the routine , but at the same time it sickens me.

My family and friends.we all get along just fine, but it doesn't feel like an honest powerful connection, more like we just get along together , just enough.

As I've been eating and exersising like a in modern man. I can't help but question the other aspects such as my work to live and my relationships with my self and others.

Things like , the obsession with the web, movies porn and computer games have got to stop. I'm spinning my wheels, round and round.

With out these what is my goal, ultimatly I would like to spend my time doing something I love and enjoy with people I love in a place i love.

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